End of day

Hoo~ it's finally the end of the day!!! (literally) I mean on my laptop, it says it's already tuesday!!! oh well. anyways YESTERDAY was such a crazy and tiring day!!!even if I woke up late, I still had to do a 4 paragraph essay.... =_= Yeah,you know writing essays are not fun. especially for school. and guess what! its not for language arts!! it's for science!!! ughhh and she was one of my favorite teachers last year, but this year... i dunno i think her demanding of stuff are getting hard and since i actually liked her, she got closer to me and yeah, she pays A LOT of
attention to me and i don't like it. You guys probably don't know this about me but i'm not the popular type of person nor the normal types. yes. you probably guessed it by now on what type I am. i'm the non-social type and the shy/silent/weird/ugly girl in the awkward corner that nobody pays any attention to or maybe once in a while. I kinda liked it except I got lonely once in a while. But I loved it when teachers don't pay any attention to me. However, my invisibility power somehow disappeared this year as i'm always called on and sometimes i've made a fool of myself and it scarred me forever. I'm not kidding about being scarred. every-time I got flash backs of it, I try to blurry it or maybe just push the thought away. I also feel this sharp, heavy pain on my chest/heart and I want to cry so bad. just writing this makes me want to cry. Well anyways i gotta go sleep or i'll feel worse when i wake up later so Bye!~


Love,Jenny~

(basically me ↓)